The nurses started to call today.  It’s time to review all the information for the hysterectomy.  Next Weds., at this time I hope to be done and home.  Why now do my insides hurt?  I never had pain there before.  Paranoia will mess with the mind.  Maybe I will frame this pathology report when it is benign.

Saturday we take my girl to the endocrinologist.  Her right nipple is hard and off color.  At 8 it is so hard to tell what is normal, but she shouldn’t be crying when she touches it.

Reality.  Work tomorrow.  Doctor tomorrow.  Dancing school tomorrow.  Meeting tomorrow.

Sometimes reality tries to act so normal.  Nothing is normal here.  Ever.